Soooo…. Life sucks. Totally SUCKS… But what can I do? Life sucks because I’m angry,disappointed, and hurt.But you know what? I’ll put on a happy face and move on. It’ll hurt but i will survive…. I’m writing this story about this guy who’s in love with his best friend and he plans to win her over before she settles down and marry someone other than him. It is basically a true story but switched around. His best friend dates all the wrong guys who break her heart over and over and over. He fixes it every time… But what can he do? He can’t tell her that he’s in love with her so he’ll just sit by and hope for a miracle. A miracle that brings her to him with more than just best friend love. And hopefully… It’s not too late...
I’m in love with my best friend and he doesn’t know. There is a right amount of awkward between us because he is weird. That’s exactly why I love him.
We had just found out that my uncle died. They didn’t know how though. Its tough but its sad because im scared for my grandmother. This was her first born child and its extremely hard on her. I think its hard for her to cope and get the fact that he is gone. I cried for a brief time. I didn’t know how to feel because at the end of the day, people die. But I also knew that everyone deals with certain things differently than I do. I hope I don’t seem hostile, but I knew something sinister was going to happen.
I’m just going to blog all day cause im so bored and lonely. I have no plans so yeah.
Hey I haven’t blogged in a while. It’s just I had to get my head straight. It’s still not screwed on properly but i’m trying to move on. I found out that after we broke up he got together with this girl like 2 days later. Now I have no problem with him moving on but it seems a little off that he had a backup. I might be crazy for thinking this but he was probably planning to drop me the second he had a chance and he never really loved me. Every day I wake up thinking about him and my head is heavy from the thoughts about him the night before. I really want to hate him and just forget about him. I need help forgetting about him the way he did me.
I know this isn’t really my diary but I want to anonymously tell you my deep secrets. First I’m depressed and no one knows even though they joke about it. I don’t find anything funny about the reasons I am depressed. I’m in love with this guy that I cant be with. We met at school and he started talking to me. And I know that you cant fall in love at 14 but I really like him and I feel like I can talk to him about anything.For the first time in my entire life, reality was better than dreams. Then it went back to dreams are better because we couldn’t be together and we knew it would hard saying goodbye. It was like music to my ears when I heard his voice for the first time in a while.And like most guys he couldn’t stop talking to other girls. But then again we were never a ‘thing”.He began talking to girls more than he talked to me. I’m literally crying right now trying to remember each of our conversations. He was my best friend but we never dated and I don’t think we ever will…
Hey you guys!
I’m back and i promise I’m staying this time. A lot has happened since I’ve blogged the last time. I met this wonderful guy. We fell in love and then all hell broke loose. After everything happened i didn’t talk to him for about 4 weeks. I still haven’t talked to him in about a month. Stay active and tuned in you guys can find out what actually happened.